Reminisce ♥
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This love wasn’t perfect, it wasn’t easy. It’s a different kind of love, a story unlike any other. And it’s OUR STORY ♡


Just when you thought you’ve already done everything you could do to make things better, if one doesn’t really put up with your efforts, nothing really good will sprung from those. They’re just bag of trash. Because in reality, it’s not just something like romance… It’s more than that. It’s about the two of you working each other out and running great lengths to make things right… Side by side… Not leaving each other’s confines.

redstainedlies☆


Still, I feel the lingering presence of his love.
I don’t know why I chose it to be this way. I know it shouldn’t be. I do know I had — still have the choice but I chose to run away from this conflict between us. But I really think that being drawn apart for awhile will light up the fire once more… Let me think this through and I hope we’ll make it till the end.

We’re not over, I tell you.

redstainedlies☆



Very frustrating…
Well, last Monday was our presectioning. The schedule, supposedly, was 8:00-11:00. I arrived by 8am and my service number was already at 120 by the time I got there. That was not actually a shock because I expected other students to be there before 8am.
The true shock was when we arrived in the assigned waiting area by the corridor, our former classmate informed us, Block A & B are already closed (these two blocks are the morning sessions) by 7am this morning. Like WHAT THE HELL?! seven in the morning and the list was closed already? So that left us with only two blocks left, C and D.
Two hard options for me and my friends.
First, 1 ChE-C’s problem for me is, I won’t really have a free day since I have my ROTC every Sunday. So my schedule is from Monday-Sunday. The good side to that is, the latest dismissal that I will have is 8pm. Not that I have problem at all for transportation because my dorm is a fifteen minute walk from my building. But the thing is, Espanya is not safe at night. :(
Second, 1 ChE-D’s problem for me is the dismissal of 9pm every wednesday-friday, others are mere 8pm. Still too late, right? The good side to that is a free day every Saturday.
In the end, I chose block C. Hope this works for all of us.
Some of my friends and former blockmates part ways because of this circumstance. Sad, but I have to accept it.
Bye 1ChE-C 1stSemester A.Y 2012-2013 ;) See you around our oven-like corridors :D

-redstainedlies☆

Very frustrating…

Well, last Monday was our presectioning. The schedule, supposedly, was 8:00-11:00. I arrived by 8am and my service number was already at 120 by the time I got there. That was not actually a shock because I expected other students to be there before 8am.

The true shock was when we arrived in the assigned waiting area by the corridor, our former classmate informed us, Block A & B are already closed (these two blocks are the morning sessions) by 7am this morning. Like WHAT THE HELL?! seven in the morning and the list was closed already? So that left us with only two blocks left, C and D.

Two hard options for me and my friends.

First, 1 ChE-C’s problem for me is, I won’t really have a free day since I have my ROTC every Sunday. So my schedule is from Monday-Sunday. The good side to that is, the latest dismissal that I will have is 8pm. Not that I have problem at all for transportation because my dorm is a fifteen minute walk from my building. But the thing is, Espanya is not safe at night. :(

Second, 1 ChE-D’s problem for me is the dismissal of 9pm every wednesday-friday, others are mere 8pm. Still too late, right? The good side to that is a free day every Saturday.

In the end, I chose block C. Hope this works for all of us.

Some of my friends and former blockmates part ways because of this circumstance. Sad, but I have to accept it.

Bye 1ChE-C 1stSemester A.Y 2012-2013 ;) See you around our oven-like corridors :D

-redstainedlies☆

Even the best fall down sometimes…


another sembreak with no friend-gala…just family-gala lang T—T wasted social life :))))) AS ALWAYS


Cause I thank God for the great semester…

Mind’s still worked up, still thinking how I end up passing all my courses of the former semester cause I know that I really don’t deserve it :)))

But then again, thank God kasi I passed. Next sem,I would really try my very best to aim higher. I know it’s too mainstream, but who cares? Hintay hintay nalang kung ttuparin ko ;D


UNFORTUNATE WEEK…

Ugh, a lot happened this week. STRESSED -.-

not in the mood to rant…


You’re pain is a reminder that you’re still existing though you feel like no one is there to see that you exist. But surely, someone is there. Someone who sees you through and through…

redstainedlies☆



redstainedlies☆

redstainedlies☆

Sometimes, we trip on our own feet just to learn to pick up ourselves after that damn scene. (agaw eksena lang eh

redstainedlies☆


Feeling so alone and left behind these past few days…

Is it because my social life is effin’ damned, that I will be left out and suddenly can’t relate to the talk of the town? Hey friends, still here. *wave.wave* Sorry I’m not the type who hangs out during late night hours and slumbers over a friend’s house…

Yeah, I feel like I have no place in your conversations. I was like, woah? Wacha talkin’ bout dudettes? I was let in, once. I tried asking but I really don’t belong.

Hell, this week is awesome. Just awesome. :l


You’ll never attempt to try something new if you never experience failure.


Having crush on lots of sexy and gorgeous women because we’re awesome like that, not because we are gay but because it’s accepted =)) Holding hands, hugging, sitting on lap, kissing them on the cheek is not that bad either. It’s a girl thing and not lesbian thing. Yea. BOYS can’t do that, it’ll make them look gay. This is one thing a women can do that men can’t.